. - 11:00 PM
yesterday's farewell left me feeling so touched and everything, but seriously, today, reality set in. no more [ok at least for a while, 3 months]. but still it left me with a very heavy heart from the time i woke up. and den of coz it was raining, and i was packing my room, reading through old Majestia notes, listening to Corrinne May. seroiusly it feels so horrible. although i tell myself that i'll be coming back in Dec and its only 3 months but i can't picture myself 3 months without friday's chomps, sat's outings, sun's church and occassional chillouts/dinners, random dinners/gym/badminton sessions with Jas and Sam. talking to Hu Shing and Sam about every random thing under the sun. and i haven't spoken to Oi like for the longest period ever! and Xa, no more crashing lects and being a total auntie with you and oi!
in general, i'm going to miss mom + friends.
i had a pigging out session with Sam at some cheap chilli padi buffet thing. but still we were so stuffed. i seriously think our stomach has shrunk to like half its original size. HAHA. so we walked from Bugis to Little India to take nel. and of coz when i was about to go to the bus terminal she had to ask "so when am i going to see you again, besides next next thursday" :(